how do you keep from.

i’m afraid everything in this world comes as a double-edged sword -that which bring joy will bring sorrow; that which brings good will also bring out the bad.
At least from the little i know - i try to keep grounded, stay in gratitude and fight hard to keep both my eyes and my heart open, even when i very much want not to.

I believe those who pray the loudest, are most evil.
I believe those who seek truth, are the lost.
I believe those who wield power, are truly powerless.
I believe that in all things big and small, all that’s seen and unseen. 
I believe i am truly nothing and so minute but that thought alone feels too big.

if we could keep all in moderation,be willing to be defined and redefined, we shall withstand the test of time, and maybe at the end such meaningless mundane we will find the most the fruit of meaning. but after all, what little do i know? (: